I'm not... You just don't know me at all

I'm not going to stop authoring creepypastas and making new OCs because someone is getting so sick of the fandom and they want me to adhere to their hateful, biased opinions that aren't even thus. I enjoy authoring pastas because like true creepypasta writers, I do it because I like to entertain people and delight horror fans.

I'm not going to stop listening to my favorite music and bands because someone had a traumatic experience at some point in their life. I grew up listening to it and music is another form of creative art and a great outlet.

I'm not going to leave deviantART forever just because you're jealous of my popularity and creativity, and because you just can't stand me and hate me. It is said if you hate others, you just plain hate yourself. You gotta learn to love yourself before you can love others.

I'm not gonna stop writing about and designing Jane the Killer just because you think she is a mary sue. If you think she's a mary sue, she's the best damn one in my book.

I'm not going to stop writing about and designing Father Malone just because you assume I poorly portray a preacher and bash Christianity. Some people on here who are deeply religious know what they hell they doing, and my mother lead me to Christ when I was a little boy.

I'm not going to keep silent just because you can't stand it when I talk to my fans, friends, family, creepypasta cabinet members and administration on here. I talk to everyone because I care and I love everyone.

I'm not going to do you a favor and commit suicide just so you can "breath easily without me." I talked a daughter of mine on here out of suicide and she is forever grateful. Telling others to go and kill themselves just because you hate them with a white hot passion means that your life is just as pathetic and worthless as the next person's and you often romanticize about the perfect life and want to escape parents who don't give two shits about you and/or abuse you on a daily basis. God gave you one life to live. Be happy with that life.

I'm not going to cease production of my writings and designs just because you want everyone to agree with your butt-hurt slander and think you're the coolest person who ever walked the face of the earth. Being a butt-hurt douchebag towards other artists on here, from novice to veteran just shows that you are full of envy and have had no encouraging words.


I'm not giving into your words when you try and start shit with me on here because it is just useless. What's the point of arguing with an avatar and text when you know the person is hiding behind their keyboard or iPad, iPhone, iPod, Kindle, or Tablet like a frightened little chicken shit. If you tried to start shit with me in real life, just remember: I'll be the last thing you'll ever see.

I'm not going to log off here because you think I spend too much time browsing and commenting. I go on this site to work. It is my profession.

I'm not going to listen to your drama because you can't turn to everyone on here and expect people to drop what they're doing because all you wanna do is bitch and cry.

I listen to other people's problems irl and help them out.

I greet those I see with hugs and a smile, I embrace them with love.

Those who go out with me feel safe around me because they know no one will mess with them as long as I'm around.

I'm an active member of my church. I have a church family that loves me. I have friends from years ago to today that love me. I have a family that loves me. I'm a favorite son, nephew, cousin, grandson, uncle, brother, and friend because I was raised to have a good heart and given freedom to love.

I love all my friends, family, and fans with all my heart and soul and I would do anything in the world for them.

I would take a bullet for them.

I would lay down my life for them.

I would even give you money and not expect you to pay me back.

I don't care about your past... I don't care about what you've done, what crimes you committed, or whatever. If you're a prostitute, you're earning money just so you can survive and feed those you love. You are making a living. I care about you. I think about you everyday. Not a single day goes by that I don't look forward coming on here and sharing my work with you and talking to you. I love you. With all my heart and soul. I know some of you out there might not have a mother or father, or grandparents... It's like, if you could wish them to be alive and here, you would run home to them in a second. People on here who hate are gonna hate, that's all there is to it. There's nothing you can do. But when anyone starts hurting any of you and trashing you with such heartless slander, that hurts my heart... reason being, I'm so far away and I am unable to be there and kick their asses, making sure they will never hurt you again. People who slander others on here or just act downright cruel, they never had any love, which makes them feel so insecure and they take that pain out on others. Haters are gonna hate, like i said, and all you can do is ignore them, I've gotten so use to haters, I actually find it amusing. But if you just wanna hurt people on here, and resort to cyberbullying, stop and think about what you're doing. Didn't you not get so much as a single "I love you, son," or "I love you, daughter," from your parents? Did a death of a loved one take place in your family and you can't handle the hurt? I know somewhere beneath that cyberbullying exterior lies the heart of someone who just needs to hear "I love you." Just... leave your computer, go to someone very dearly, and hug them... tell them how special they are to you. Tell them you love them. God loves you. I love you. I will always be here for you if you are feeling hurt and you have no one else to turn to. If you wanna note me, go ahead. I tell everyone on here, even my fans, that I love them, because they are very precious to me. If I could, I would give you all the tears I cried, in a vial, to show you that I do have a heart... You are not alone. You have a friend. I'll be your friend. Don't be so stuck in the past that it will make you more bitter and insecure as time progresses. Look forward to the future because your best days are ahead of you.

If you don't know how much I love and care about you...
You just don't know me at all.
I love you.